Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 12:38 AM

REFRAIN.

EVERYTHING is getting worse. I think I need to go beyond my comfort zone.

I go to school 6/7. My weekends were also alloted to school. My day-off was on Tuesdays. I travel approximately 25 kilometeres and at least 4 hours a day.

I'm bad in time management. I don't know what to do. As I observe myself, I work when time runs out. I don't sleep late because I'm much hard to wake up.

As usual, hard times again.

I remain quiet for a moment thinking my lapses and what remedy will I do.

REFRAIN, the base word I thought of. (At least, it's not REHAAAAB!)

I'm a sort of a computer geek. I have an addiction but not that excessive. I guess, I really need to reduce my computer usage.

I remember when I was in COCC in my Junior days, I quit due to poor time management. I failed to be in the honor's list that year. My mother really discouraged me from the start. I remember her telling me "You're going home late because of your COCC and still, you're not giving up your too much computer usage. Now choose, being on that COCC or your computer life?" Yea, mother knows best and peers didn't. I was peer-pressured then to join COCC. Regrets comes afterhand.

Now, I'm really torn. I need to choose. For an average student, he will choose studies. Of course, I will too. I don't want to disappoint my parents.